Shoes

1 pair of sneakers that I have been using for almost 6 years.

3 pairs of black shoes 
 -2 pairs are flat and I use them for school and when I go out to have a walk. And they're about to get worn out.
  -1st flat- I bought this for our Christmas party
  -2nd flat- My friend gave this to me. She heard that I needed to buy a new shoe because my 1st flat shoe that I used as a school shoe after the event was about to retire. And I actually forgot why did she donate that to me. Well aside from the fact that I 'really' neededed it. Was it because it doesn't fit her or maybe because she felt that the style is outdated?
 - the other one which is a 1 inch heeled shoe is used exclusively for school because it does really look like a school shoe and there's no way I will wear it for traveling or for any occasion.

1 pair of 4.5 inches heeled shoe
 - Bought this because I needed something to wear for my friend's wedding. I only used this shoe twice. First, during the wedding and second, when we had our acquaintance party at school.

I remember when I unpacked my things at our dorm I actually brought 1 comfy flat that was given by my best friends as a birthday gift, my school shoe and my 5 year old sneakers. While my roommate bought about 10-12 pairs of shoes? flats to heals to sneakers. So I was like "WOW" . 

Another classmate/friend as soon as I entered her room, shoes were displayed on the racks. And again, my reaction wouldn't change at all. Another "WOW " came out from my mouth.

I rarely go out so I think there's no point of buying a lot of shoes I don't go to clubs, parties (the fact that no one invites me anyway hahaha) and don't travel a lot. And as much as I would like to buy also pumps I don't want to because it's a kind of shoe that I won't be comfortably using everyday. Those shoes are like a "one night only" use. I would just put them back in their original box and keep them in the corner and then I 'd be waiting for them to get broken due to unknown causes. And that... that's the thing I don't want to happen.

Hmm as am I writing this, i actually realized that what's common with them is that they love going out. So I think if a person loves spending some time out from the 4 corners of their room, they need   a lot of foot wear to help them go to places they want to go.

Am I making sense? Hahahaha

4 Day Vacation

At last I had the chance to go back home. I miss everything at home.  Tomorrow I have to go back to the city again since I still have classes until 12th of April. Two more weeks and I'll be having a 2 month vacation :)
 I just spent my time at home in front of the computer. Thanks to internet, these 4 days of freedom were not boring at all. I've been updating myself with some stuff I'm interested in like KPOP :D 

Hearing Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattandarou by DBSK at youtube made me watch some of their videos the other night non stop. Seriously after watching one I'd crave for more from them. I ended up downloading their ballad songs. They calm my nerves. I'm glad that this laptop can't complain because for the whole day I've been playing DBSK songs >:D

While hanging out at youtube I also discovered these guys, JuNCurryAhn and Daniel Jang, who play violin. :) I love their covers!

Happy Night :)

HE DROPPED BY AT OUR HOUSE.

First ever guy who visited me. TT____________TT 

Though he's not courting me but the fact that I like him and he visited me makes me so damn happy!

This may not be a big deal to others but this is just one of the momentous events of life. 

Ultimate Kpop Survivor

I was laughing at myself when I found out that the main casts were related to Mir and Yoochun. No wonder the actress who played Seung Yon's role looks like Mir. Woo Hyun on the other hand resembles some of Yoochun and Thunder's facial features.  It's like Yoo Hwan  (Woo Hyun) would be the product of Yoochun and Thunder's face when combined. 

Yoochun + Thunder's face XD

I watched the series without knowing who's who. So after watching this I asked google who are these people and google surprised me! So Go Eun Ah is Mir's older sister and Park Yoo Hwan is the younger brother of Yoochun. Hahaha the Park brothers falling in love to a girl whom they thought to belong to male species.

I enjoyed this series' lovey-dovey moments until I saw the ending. The ending was indeed disappointing!!!!!! This left me a lot of questions. -____-

Him

About 2 months ago, my friend wanted me to introduce to him. Everytime she asks me to meet him I would give her a NO. It's because I'm afraid of rejections. Add it up that I was still mourning for my unrequited love. But then my friend told me that if I meet him it does not necessarily mean that we have to like each other.  I guess she was right. Meeting someone from the opposite gender does not equate to a romantic relationship.

Finally, the time came that we have to meet. I can say that he's very charming. I liked the way he smiled. He was wearing a plain white shirt, I dunno but it looked good on him. :)

I noticed that my friends were sneaking on taking photos with the two of us so I asked him to pose with me to satisfy them. Hahaha uhm...well I liked it in the first place :p When we were planning to go on our next destination, our friends told us to walk ahead. I'm really thankful to my friends for pushing us away from them. I appreciate him making me comfortable with him. He would talk to me random things and then blurt out jokes which I found it funny even when some of them are a little cheesy. Hahaha I'm weird.

Then night came that some of my friends had to go home first. Our common friend insisted that we should enjoy the night first before we go home. Again, for the nth time she isolated us. The two of us decided to go to a nearby mall. Unexpectedly, my heart started to beat faster. I was starting to get more nervous while walking on the street beside him. We were just walking and talking and walking until we reached the last floor. We stopped and leaned over the rails while looking at the colorful lights from each household of that place. It was beautiful, I must say. He asked me if I wanted to take a photo but I told him no. Blame shyness. Urgh.. I really wanted to but this stupid shyness ate me up.

We went to a coffee shop to have chat. While we were talking I was looking at his eyes. I think he got uncomfortable that sometimes he had to look at random things just to avoid my gaze for a moment. :p

Before heading to the bus terminal we went back to our friend's house to get our things. We had a photo together. Honestly I wanted to give him a hug but then I controlled myself. It's obvious that I like him , since in the first place I would not go with him, whom I just met a few hours earlier to a place where it's just him and me and other people but then I still don't want to have a touchy touchy impression to him.  When we were about to hop in the bus, I shook hands with him and thanked him. My friend jokingly said to give him a hug. I just smiled and waved. I would really love to give him a hug but it's not the right time yet.

Everything that happened were my first time. As of now I'm glad that those things happened with him.

Mong-ing and GD

My brain is having this mong (blank) effect. My neurons are not in the mood to do anything related to school work -_- I have been in front of my screen for hours and yet I still don't have the gusto to do my report. I'm feeling a little dizzy and nauseated now. Ugh. Plus my right wrist is feeling painful sensation. Another 'ugh' for that.

Anyway I  found this video of GD way back 2007 [as the title of the video says]. I wasn't aware that he had already shown his glorious chest before and to think that for months, I have been looking for a video where I could have a good view of his anterior thorax :D He barely shows skin so my curiosity level is just so high high. Yeah I have seen a photo of his bare top showing his tattoos but I'm not contented. XD

The spot of that girl  in the video was to die for. ;~;

Ragefest!

This 4-day vacation just went by so swiftly. And I still haven't prepared for our PD exam this Wednesday. I'm planning to re-read my notes tomorrow since I think I'll be busy  working with my/our report tonight. Ugh. My plan of having a dramathon has been ruined.  I can't help but to have this feeling, this feeling of wanting to scream, curse and sigh when the the time table I have set is not followed. Grrrr Uhm..well not always but most of the time I really hate it when things didn't go according to what I have imagined.